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Tuesday, August 13, 2013

hyat ki raho me

hyat means life
ishsq me khi  gyi sabse jyada gehri bate bhasa ke sabse jyada shaleen ehtiyat me hoti hai, 
isliye mne puri saleenta se sabdo ko chuna hai, ye pyar bhi kitta ajeeb hota hai, kisi ajnabee
se mil ke lagta hai ki jindagi is bewkuf ke bina adhuri thi, mere sapno ke khalipan me iski 
kami thi, aur fir ye jruri to nhi ki her ishq ko uska mukam mil jaye her sapne ko haqueekat 
me whi anjam mil jaye. kabhi kabhi kuchh kisse adhure reh jate hai,jse kuchh dino 
pehle aayi movie "RANJHNA" me huwa tha. bechara kundan samajh hi nhi paya pyar 
ke kuchh wasoolo ko. "bewkuf"!!!, soch rha tha ki uska pyar joya ko badal  sakta hai
,but thanx to the story writer usne accuratly dikhaya ki kse kisi ka gehra pyar bhi kisi ko 
badal dene ki kuwat nhi rakhta, aur reality me aisa hi hota hai.  aur mujhe bhi ye tab samjh
me aaya meri best friend shrishty ne mujhe examples ke sath  adhe ghante tak samjhaya. 
means ager kisi ka  apna mood na ho to kisi ka pyar use nhi  badlata, you can see it in 
others relationships you will find a lot of true lovers obsessed  with regretful habits but they 
just don’t change them for anyone.


hai khi koi chikhta sa
is darar-e-darmiyan me
her waqt khi bhigta sa
ek khanjer mere arman me
hyat ki raho me
ijhar tha tujhse
pehli najer se hi
mujhe pyar tha tujhse
is kabra me mujhko
ek jmana yad aata hai
Bas tujhe dekhker khud ko
bhul jana yad aata h
tere pichhe apni rahe
bhatak jana yad aata hai


Kuchh pal ko tune hsaya tha
kuchh pal tune rulaya tha
dil tut jayega aaine ki terah
tune najane kitni dfa btaya tha
ab aur rounga to ye
kabra ki miti bheeg jayegi
meri dilkash khani me, teri yado se
jagunga to, tu khi bhi na najer aayegi
tera mujhe nafrat me bhi
gale se lagana yad aata hai
tere ishq me sab kuchh
bhul jana yad aata hai


Ye us khuda ki inayat h
jha bashindo ka bas nhi chalta..
aj is kafn-e-fitrat me bhi
mujhe tera mere gale se
lag jana yad ata hai
chirago ki roshni si
kuchh pal ki jindagi thi meri
teri bato ke khanjer se bhi dhul na payi
meri dil se muhabbat ki kasak teri
bas teri muhhbat ki khaniya sunker
mere dil ka tut jana yad aata hai

jis rang me chubhti h khwahishe
meri mujhme her khi tak
waqt ki bhini bhini si mehek me
bikhra hu yado me mahkashi tak
meri  kabra pe khile fulo sa
muskura rha hu mai
ab bas tujhe khus dekh ker
is khamoshi me jiye ja rha hu mai

dubne per  tere faislo me
bachpan ka jmana aata hai
kuchh pal ke liye mujhe
kundan purana yad aata hai
wo mere kadmo tale bhagti galiya
tere pichhe apni rahe'
bhatak jana yad aata hai
tujhko aino me dekh ker
khud ko samjhana yad aata h

hasrat to ik awara khwahish hai,
fir bhi kabhi tumse jo
kisi janm me mai mila..
Tab bhi usi tashnagi usi siddat
se tumhe khuda se mangunga
tab bhi tumhe wse hi
bina kisi wajah ke chahunga.
Ter ishq me m tab bhi
unhi galiyo se gujer jaunga...
Jha khoya tha tujhe "joya"
jha chaha tha tujhe "joya"
ye jante huwe ki kabhi
tera na ban paunga
mujhe ab bhi tera ek bar wo
jhuta ikrar ker jana yad aata hai
ab bhi tujhe soch ker mujhe
mera muskurana yad aata hai

                                   ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,roshAn”
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Monday, August 12, 2013

A beauty of with in

    
                                                                                                      
                        
It was 7:00 pm, a moist evening was visible, spread and canopied over whole of world I can see from ma window.  I was rolling side by side on my bed, and facing a very frustration full time. So I decided to eradicate this nasty part of feeling’s from ma mind and hitched ma self with a walk in search of peace on a long road which goes to JK TEMPLE. That is famous temple of Kanpur, I was running out of  the state of harmony of my mind  and I desperately needed that and in such circumstances any one prefer to  get spiritual.I had a PG in kakadeo (Kanpur), in last few days I realized having a walk to neer-chher chauraha wasn’t peaceful. I needed some peace for ma ‘mind bedeviled by few nasty conceptions of life’.
On the way to JK temple which was almost two kilometers for from there, I did so many awkward things, I started running don’t know why just It was helping me to stay away from other tormenting thoughts, I took a sudden stop and stayed there like statue for few seconds, because ma thought were trapping ma legs any of it wasn’t intentional it was just happening because I wasn’t feeling satisfied with ma life. All that madness was caused by dissatisfaction. At that night I had strongest desire ever to bang ma head somewhere and lie unconscious for hours and wake after my mind will feel ok.
                 NOTHING in my life was going well “nothing”. The most frustrating thought was “students like me don’t get the college like IIT. That realization was making me numb, and obviously it all was my fault. Over all I was frustrated beyond the limits. After a little time of talking and cursing my life I found ma self in the sight of the white beauty of the temple. The white sculpture made with famous beaut of soil and skills. Everyone there was so busy with their friends and relatives. I roamed a lot from first corner to last in search of peace I didn’t got an thing like that their The crowd chirp was even more irritating. i came back to ma room in tired most situation half of the way I traveled on snails paces because of ma tired soul and body. Walking for four kilometers wasn’t that good idea I guess.
I jumped on the bed and took a deep cold breath on the name holy gospel. Ma eyes were watery cause of tiredness, I was slowly loosing ma self to a desired situation ‘snoozing’. I felt so relax their on bed it was like snooze is singing lullabies and fan’s air was like caressing ma hair. I smelt a little sober whiff of smile around ma lips Then I realized, that was feeling for what I was running all the way, I went for a walk just for that feeling ‘peace’. The thing I was feeling at then was extraordinary, unexplainable I can sense how time was coalescing the variegated peace in ma conscience,
             I had single room, so there was pin drop silence situation, even I could hear ma heartbeat. Then I smiled and slapped ma forehead that was feeling for what I was roaming everywhere ‘peace of mind’.  A drop of tear fell out from ma eyes, and I smiled again how foolish I am. Peace and satisfaction is not thing to find ‘it is a beauty lies within’. It was always here in my room and I was roaming here and their in search of itJ  You just need to stay calm and feel it, if you can control this you can achieve anything. When you will understand the Mediocrity of complex most problems you will learn how to handle these frustrating circumstances happy. Spirituality is just one of the way to find that perpetual joy.

                                    ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,roshAn”
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Sunday, August 11, 2013

Hasrat: ek kumjalf khwhaish

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Ab chhod ker na jau sheher tera
Aisa yha ab rakkha kya hai
Dil ki deewaro me ab talak
 jal rha hai kuchh
Tujhe  khyalo ki terah inme
jo mne chun rakha hai

yade teri mere paimano me bhari rehti hai
ishq krne ki isase munasib sza kya hai
meri ishq koi najook andhiyara nhi hai
jo bikher jayega subeh hone per
tujhe najer aayega mera pyar
kabhi teri basti se ujalo ke rakh hone per

tu junoo aur ishq hai mera
mere dil  ki nadani siwa
iski wajah kya hai
ab na jau chhod ker sheher tera
aisa yha rakha kya hai

meri khwabo ki hr angdai me rehti hai tu
fer is doorie ki wajah kya hai
jo koi mehkash najer aaye
to puchh lena mera pta
koi aag theher jayegi
 mere dil ka pta btane ko
ab aino me gujti vehsat  suni kyo hai
ab koi jha nhi chahiye theher jane ko
ab bas beeti bate dikhti ankho me meri her paimano ko
ab bas hasrato ne hath me ek aina de rkha hai
jisme tumhe hasta dekh mere hont muskurate hai
ab tere sheher me theher jane ko aur rakha  kya hai

mai jo bhagte huwe chhod jaunga sheher tera
kuchh njare mujhe dhundhte reh jayenge
mujhe shak hai, wo mujhe
 meri kavitao me dhundh payenge
hai koi hissa jindagi ka
jha ye dil yade beshoomar rakhta hai
koi shayer kisi mehkade me ho
 jo mera intejar rkhata hai
ab na chhod ker jau sheher tera
aisa yha  ab ralkha kya hai

aunga fer kabi ohdo ke liwaj me
prem nager aur  tere sheher ki baki galiyo me
wo rahe fer se raud jane ko
wo beeti yade, wo beete lamhe
ruh ko fir se dikhane ko

ab bhi aina-e-khak ki koi
tasveer roshan hai dil me
tujhe khwabo me yu dhundhte
chale aane ki wajah kya hai

mujhe yu sochna gwara na tha
tere sheher se jane ko
kuchh mehkush paimane
utha laye mujhe un deewaro se
ab yu hi theher jane ki wajah kya hai
koi puchhe aaker is dil se
bin tere jina kya hai
teri yado me her pal mrna kya hai

koi aaker puchhe is dil se
teri yado me takiye ko pakad rona kya hai
kisi aur ki sehrao me dekhker tujhe
her pal jalna kya hai, marna kya hai
koi aaker puchhe mere dil se
her pal khyalo ka chubhna kya hai
teri yado me ankhe bher ke
ye sba likhna kya hai
ek arshe bad tujhe soch ker
ishq ki tapish me jal jane ki wajah kya hai

 Ab chhod ker na jau sheher tera
Aisa yha ab rakkha kya hai
Dil ki deewaro me ab talak
 jal rha hai kuchh
Tujhe  khyalo ki terah inme
jo mne chun rakha hai


,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,roshANks”
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