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Monday, June 17, 2013

Ab laut aao tum


This poetry is for my best friend. Years ago she walked into ma life
and filled it with sensibility and maturity. i have many memories still
intact of our past, in which she taught me to respect women and how 
to flirt one :p  we used to fight every day make promises to never come 
back to each other and next day in the morning the first thing we do is
 "wish each other"
After a few minutes we remind each other how badly we fought last day,
and on flash of smiles and happiness we forget every thing. but this time
 "for the very first time in ma life i said something hurting to a female"
wo bhi apni best freind ko :(.  i want her back. not because i can't 
live without her or i don't have other friends, its because no one of them is
like her. its because koi aur uski terah chhed ni pata, uski terah koi mzak ni
udata her bat pe ab, to just i want my best friend back.
"sharmoo i want you back" i m sorry, my words were hurting i know that.
i don't have any one else other than you two who understand me like you two do:))
here is piece of poetry directly from ur jugnu's heart only for you :p .




Tum na the to jindagi behter thi.
Ab tere jane se sab kuchh bikher rha h.
Laut aao mere palko ke darmyan
mera sukoo ro rha h...

Tum na the to khushiyo
ke pulinde kore the..
Ab tere yu jane se shyahiyo
ka her rang jal rha h.
teri palko ke sayo me
ek jindagi dekhi
jindgi ke us jmane me
her kash-m-kash thi undekhi
Meri khusiyo ke pehlu me .
tum na the to jindagi behter thi
ki ab laut aao tum,
tum bin jindagi bewjah roshan thi...


Tum na the to her rah pyari thi
ab tum nhi ho to ye manjil-e-rah
bhi dur tak sooni paadi h
 Ki ab laut aao tum
Tum bin ye jindagi adhuri h

Tum na the to ye ankhe roti na thi kbhi
Marti thi inme dekhne wali sabhi
wajah puchhte h log mere mayus hone ki jab bhi
m kehta tha. tere laut ane ka mujhe intjar h ab bhi
Meri ankho ki khalish me her jasbat tere hai
mere palko ke pehlu teri hi yad bikhri hai
Ktro ki kshti me teri hi bat bikhri hai
Ki ab laut aao tum
tum bin meri her khwahish adhuri h.
Tera hona mere dil me bhi jruri h
Meri ankho ki her numa'is adhuri h..


Teri jse kisi ki jrurat na thi jindagi me
Ab tere jane se kamiyo ka
kafila hai meri her tashngi me
ki ab laut aao tum...
Tum bin jindagi adhuri h..
Tum bin meri her khusi adhuri h..

Kabhi na kbhi yado me tum aaoge..
Kuchh adhuri khusiya kuchh
bujhti muskurahte chhod jaoge..
Ab bhi swal whi..dil me h
kya tum mere bin reh paoge??


Tum na the to sohrat kam thi..
Ab tere jane se her aks
se anjan ho gya hu m
tum na the to jindagi me khusiya thi
tum na the ye jindagi ki
her aarju meri thi
tum nhi to ho fir se whi
 bebas insan ho gya hu m...
in raho per kbi kisi ki jrurat na thi..
Ab inke sune pan me teri hi talash hai
mere katro me chhipa tere bagair
her ek lamhe jeene ka her ehsas h

un tang raho me tera mere sath
muskurana yad aata h..
Tera mujhe chhed jana yad aata h
tera mujhe chidhana yad aata hai
ab laut aao tum,
tum bin ye jindagi adhuri h
teri wo bate jinki mujhe
ab bhi jrurat hai
wo ane wale lamhe jinko
tumhari jrurat hai..
Unki khatir ab laut aao tum

tum  bin meri jindgi adhuri hai...

                              ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,roshAn”



For sharmoo- pyar se keh rha hu wapas aaja warna thappad mar ke bhi keh sakta hu  :p :)))
              
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Thursday, June 13, 2013

hazal-e-arjoo-2

bite dino me jab mujhe pyar ho gya kisi se for the very 1st
time. to wo duriya mere anterman ko kuredti rehti thi.
fir jab shauk-e-dayra jajbati hadein par ker gya to apan
kuchh bheegi silvateun aur shyahiyon  ki kuchh bunde
leker nikal pade panno ki kori fitrat raudne
fir ek din wo khani khatm ho gyi, wo bate purani dundhlepan ki
parchhaiyo ko yad krne lagi, mne un beete lamho ko apne
khwahisho ko kuchh sabdo me piro ker  mehfooz rakha tha
mne likhna usi ki wajah se suru kra tha. insani fitrat ki terah
sab kuchh bdal gya h ab, ab ye sab kuchh sirf yado me hai,
suraj ki tapish si khi mere dil ke kisi kone me aj bhi jal rhi hai.






1.
dhak ker so jao meri khwahisho se, dhadkane apni
meri sukoon bhari yado me her lamha mehfooj ho tum

2.
yu chalte chalte dooriyon ki dehleez tak pahucha tha
fir tum najer aye r karwan mehkashi se bher gya



3.
kabhi,,ek bheege palko ke mausam me
dekha krta tha teri perchhaiyo ko,,
aj bhi wo hasrat kuchh r bhig jane ki,,
is dil me un maujo ke ehtiyat si uthti h

4.
dhundh lo mujhe mere hijra se le kr is inteha tak me
mne v dekhna h,kab tak is behti aag me baithker tum
in samnder ki lehro me udte firoge



5.
mere karwaa me kafn-e-hasil ki kami nhi hogi
tu bas do gaz door se gujer janaa meri kabra ke
is hasil-e-ishq me m sukoo se bikher jaunga,,

6.
jehnnum ke rehnuma me ab kabra ki
koi khwahish nhi rhi , o mere hamdum,
yu tujhse tut ker dekha to mere her
ehsas ke sau katil nikale



7.
jis intejar ki ibtida me  jeeta rha tha,ab tak
wo agle mod per mili mujhe ishq ke ehtiyat
sikhane ko

8.
meri roshni ko apni ilteja-e-akhtiyar
ki khusiyan samjh ker jeete the wo
kisi ikrar-eishq me ittela huwi unko ki
meri jehen me unki yado ke andhere
kitte gehre h,



9.
dil ki adaa v ajeeb o gareeb mehkado se gujri h
chubhte fir rhe h wo kante aj tak jo kabhi uske
sawalo me dekhe the

10.
tham lo meri dhadkano ko yu us rakh me bikhrne se pahle
ki meri kabra-e-ehtiyat se uthati andhiyo me me udti teri
julfe mujhe ab bhi hasee lagti h,
                                ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,roshAn”




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khwahish

ye sab kuchh mne aj morning me barish me bheegte huwe likha
bhot jyada concentrate ni kra poetry ko behter b'nane me.
just likh dala. that rain was romantic a little :)

tumhe dekhta hu barish me
to kuchh pal aur bheeg lene
ki khwahish hoti h
tumhare sath rehne ke khyalo me
asma ke par tak jane ki khwahish hoti h

Rango me lipti kisi tasveer si
bheegte dekhker tumhe
mere  dube huwe khyalo ko bhi
kuchh pal aur  jeene ki khwahish hoti h.



jab tum meri khamoshi ko aawaz deti ho
jab tum meri dhadkano ke pas hoti ho
to kuchh pal aur theher
jane ki khwahish hoti h
kuchh pal r teri baho me reh
jane ki khwahish hoti h

jab kbhi tum ijhar karti ho.
Meri ankho dekhker vade hzar karti ho
mujhe hsane ki kosis bar bar karti ho
kuchh aur pal yu hi teri ankho me
dekhte reh jane ki khwahish hoti h..


 Jab tum mujhe chidhati ho
aur shararte hzar karti ho..
Mere ruth jane per kehti ho
ki tum mujhse kitna pyar karti ho.
Un lamho me tumhe baho me bher ke
bas yu h reh jane ki khwahish hoti h

jab bhi hum sath hoti ho
bato me chhipe gehre jajbat hoti h
aane wale kal ki hasrto me
jab tum mere pas hoti ho
to un bato me kuchh pal aur
jeene ki khwahish hoti h
Band ankho ke pehlu me, jab tum



Mere honto pe apne honto ko
rakhke muskurati ho, to un lamho
me kuchh aur pal theher jane ki
khwahish hoti h.

tumhe haste huwe dekhta hu to,
teri her ek aada se ishq ho jata hai
teri masoom hasrato ko dekhker
kuchh aur khwab sanjo lene
ki khwahish hoti h



jab meri ankho ke sukoo me
teri julfe bikhri rehti hai
meri ankho ke machlte sapno ko
jab teri muskurahte chhav deti h..
To bas kuchh pal yu hi theher
jane ki khwahish hoti hai

jab kbhi akele pan me m tumhe yad krta hu..
Band ankho me khushnuma yado me
kuchh aur pal bhigne ki fariyad krta hu
jab bhi tum dur jati ho
mai her ek pal tera intejar krta hu
mai tujhse ishq beshumar krta hu
                     ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,roshAn”


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Wednesday, June 12, 2013

"hazal-e-arjoo"

jindgi ke kuchhe beete huwe lamho ke ehsas kuchh
yade ab bhi mere mehkush pulindo ki syahiyo me kaid hai
mne ye sab kuchh 2010-11 me likha tha, just socha ye sab
mne kuchh ahem khyalo me dub ker likha tha, ye kho jaye kisi
din pulindo ki katran me isase behter khi sanjo ker rakh leta hu
so m posting that.
                        ye tasveere mere beete dino ki khani bya krti h
ye sab mne usake liye bnaya ya likha, jisake khyalo me ye
umra-e-daulat luta dena sukoo deta tha, ye 3rd pic me  "ankita"
meri mandira(avnish bhadur singh) ne likha hai., baki akhiri akchher
 me chhupe armaa mere the:)) aur bhi bhut si aisi tasveere  aur syahiyo ki
ki ummed hai mere collection me. kabhi mood aaya to share krne ki
kosish krunga....



1.
khi to thi ek rat adhuri tere na ane se
ek jalte huwe diye ki umeed h
tujhse is kabra ko us jamane se

2. 
 apne aahato ki hairat ko hta le
meri yado ki guftgu se
mujhe achha ni lagta meri her
yad tumpe hi ja,theher jati h"



3.
sochta hu in ujalo ki bandish me
apni khamoshiyo ko teri ankho me dekhker
ek din  m bhi kisi dafn-e-khak sa udta
huwa chala aunga tere khayalome,,

4.
her bikherte katro ke tukdo se keh gya tha m
uske yado ki mehek ab bhi mere ilteja me her khi h.



5.
do g'uz mitti kured kr sukoo aya,
us kabra-e-ehtiyat ki,,,,,
meri umeede-e-arjoo-e-khwahishein
aj bhi mehfoooj h wha per,



6.
mera dil tod ker kehti h wo najook pari ,
'mujhe  tere awaaz me ek khoye huwe
derd ki bikhri huwi kashish dikhti


7.
waqt ki mehroom sanso me
dhadkane gumsuda rehti h meri
teri ek najaer ki, numais ki khatir
her katro me jal uthata h  ye dil







8.
mujhe afsos h un kagzo ki kori sivato ki
khwahisho pe, jo her waqt mujhse khud
ko shyahiyo me bhigo dene ki ummeeed rakhti h

                                 ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,roshAn”




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Tuesday, June 11, 2013

“Waqt , wajood aur lehre”

the pic used in the post is here with a reason



fasle jal rhe the aahista aahista
mai yu rakh ke andhero me
fir se bikher jaunga socha na tha

Sapno ki halat tum jante the meri...
her behki  dhadkan pehchante the meri
Yado ka dhuwa Khwabo ka guma..
Her aks ko hai shayd
is kadar halat badal jayenge socha na tha
Jindgi me khushiya yu ankho me
bher aayengi socha na tha..

Lehro pe udta h ashiq tera ..
Silvaton ki tehmeed me bikhra hai
ishq mera, Mai jami  pe thehra
dekhta reh jaunga socha na tha..
Wo sath chalne ki bate yad h ab bhi
in hantho pe teri chhu'an ki kyavad h ab bhi
wo lamhe yu yad aayenge socha na tha

Gujre jmane ki yado me tum whi ho
Ek jannat ki masoom si pari ho
Tuffaa me lehro ke ishq me
the'her jaoge socha na tha..
Mai ek bhane se samnder ke kinaro tak aaya tha
Kuchh biti bato me muskurahte sath laya tha
Mera wajood tere dil se, kinaro par pade
kadmo ke nisha  sa mit jeyga socha na tha

umeed thi muhko, teri yad me
jald hi ye ankhe bher aayengi
teri muskuraht ko yad ker ke
sab kuchh bhul jaunga socha na tha
Tere mere darmiyan fasla jo h  yha
unhi beprwah galiyo se
fir gujer jaunga socha na tha...
Tumse yu bichhad jaunga socha na tha
Tere bin ab jee paunga socha na tha..

                 ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,roshAn”

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