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Tuesday, March 26, 2013

“Tere ishq me ‘O’ jana”

ye ishq hai, ager hasil na huwa to ek kashmakash
 un yado ko hamesha apni thokro me jinda rakhti h
kuchh log rate pe likhe  bandisho ki terah hote hai
hwa ka ek jhoka unke wajood ko mita deta hai,
kuchh log barish ki un bundo me likhe ehsas ki terah hote
jo hame bhigoker her ehsas ko hoto tak late h,
aur khud bheeg ker hmare pairo tale khi kho jate h,,,,,,
 khuchh log ,us jalti aag me bujh rhe tufano se hote h
jo ta’ umra jalne ki khwahish me the
pyar bhi kuchh aisa hi hota kabhi bujhna nhi chahta
bt haqueekat khi aur likhi jati hai shayad, kisi khuda ke panno me:)



“Tere ishq me ‘O’ jana”


jab yado ki barish me tanha ,akele ho,
yu jalte se khwab kai, chubhte yado ke mele ho
to sochna kuchh khud ko khoker tum

mumkin h her alfaaz me mere
 sirf tum hi shamil ho.
Ek nyi jindagi ki ahat ki tum ek mehfil ho
jo kami reh gyi h sanso me
jo bat chubh rhi hai yado me
khi wo tum hi to nhi…??
mujhe yakeen hai tumhe,
mujhse muhabbat hai
jiske ikrar me kmi reh gyi h,
jiske inkar me kami reh gyi,
khi wo tum hi to nhi..
is khalipan me sath
khi hum-tum hi to nhi??

.
m hamsafer nhi tera,
tera deewana banker firta hu
kuchh pal yu hi ujalo me ..
apne uljhe huwe neele dushalo me
khoker sochna tum

her pehlu-e-adab me teri perchhaiyo
sa chalta aaya hu aaya hu mai
khi jo roshni ki kashish me theher gyi
wo aawaz khi tum hi to nhi..???



jab jindagi me firse muskurane ki jrurat ho
kuchh aur lamhe mere sung bitane ki jrurat ho
kuchh pal aur yado me theher jane ki jarurat ho
to khud ko khoker kuchh pal sochna tum
jo her roj tumhe mne lavjo me kha
her sham mai teri jin yado me rha


sehnaiyo ki dhun me ek jindagi ka intejar h
her ik gujre lamhe me ek uljha huwa ikrar h
khi meri ansuo ki tamil me bhig rhi
wo nanhi si jaan tum hi to nhi



mne mana mohhbat wo nhi 
jo rishte bhula deti h..
jindagi kuchh aisi hai
 jo ishq krne ki sja deti hai
teri daman me jo khusiya bun’ni h mne
unki rah me khari khamosh dhadkan si
khi tum hi to nhi
fir bhi mere sath gujre sukoo ki,
bate yad aaye to
khud ko khoker kuchh pal sochna tum 


teri her shrarat ka dewwana ban firta rehta hu
tere ishq me 'o' jana
yu tujhe khone ke swalo me sulag uthta hai
 dil ki her dhadkan me ek paimana
 her khwahish tera hone
 ki dil me mere jalti rhti h
dil me pyar ki her
 numaise khatir teri pighlti h '
tu samjh na payegi kbhi mujhko,
bas dil me meri ishq ki yade jinda rakhna
bas apne dil me roshan ki shararte roshan rakhna



yu to tumse umeedo me kbhi
teri hasil-e-khusi-e-tere itminan
ke siwa kuchh chahiye na tha
koi gum tujhe chhu ker gujer jaye
to kuchh pal theher ker  sochna tum

wo mere katro ka tere katro se riste bna lena
siddat me, khwahisho me her lmha jla lena
khi ye uth rhi teri tasveer ki siskiyo me
shamil, in  yado me hum tum hi to nhi????
Khi khuda ki likhi shadat me
Samnder me ud rhi kashtiyo ki izazt me
Baho me bahe dal ker muskurate
Wo parinde hum tum hi to nhi


ek pari si dil me teri surat
  ki her ahhat basi h mere.
Kuchh unkhae lamhe, name likh diye hai tere
kabhi muhhabat teri jindagi  ki jarurat ban
 kabhi koi hamsafer ki kami dil me theher jaye
to theher ker meri yado me kuchh pal sochna tum

khi tere ishq ki yado me
dhoomil hum tum hi to nhi
khi jal rhi ik aag dil me tere
sulag rhi ek sans yado me mere
yu her roj ke inkar me chhupi
chahat me  shamil tum bhi to nhi???
mere her ishq ka hasil tum hi to nhi????
Khi is haqueekat me ek dusre ki khatir 

Jee rhe hum tum hi to nhi???



Jab tumne meri yado me
 rehne ki sajish ki thi
Wo khusiya wo lamhe
jisme rehne ki adat tumne di thi
roshni bhare teri ankho ke daman
 me mai hi to hu her khi
yu hi kabhi khud ko khoker sochna tum

jo jal rhi hai shame
tere katro ki silvato me
us wajah-e-gunah me shamil
meri yado ki tapish me
 jal rhi tum hi to nhi
ab ye neend bhi nhi aati
 mehkashi ke ujalo me
kabhi yu hi silvato ki karvato me lipti huwi
hairat me khud ko khoker sochna tum
mehkado me badh rhe mere junoo
ki wajah tum hi to nhi




kabhi bas yu hi khud ko khoker sochna tum
mere sanso me badh rhe ishq ke junoo ki
her wajah khi tum hi to nhi
sath jeene ke pulindo me likhi
us kori dastan me hum tum hi to nhi

her bar teri yad me ye kafir bunde
bgawat kr ke nikalti pdti h,,,,,
khud ke wajood ko mitane  ki bechainiyo me
shamil tum hi to nhi
ek teri kabra si bandsih hai,,,,
ek mera ishq sa junoo hai
meri her tashngi me shamil khi tum hi to nhi
jindagi ki her imtehan se ladte ek dusre ki khatir
wo ishq  ke bashinde hum tum hi to nhi



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Monday, March 25, 2013

“Realm of peace and the walk to another solstice”

i wrote this post for iDiya contest


i wrote the way i feel about spirituality,
its not necessary that you too feel or think the
same way, if you find any thing ironic then your
precious comments are most welcomed.


read this post in a prettier look in timeslide view by clicking
on the given link bellow and finding it with your cursor keys

http://aspilledtwilightzz.blogspot.in/view/timeslide


    “Realm of peace and the walk to another solstice”


He was a seraphic being, wings of his dreams were bright white. Primarily He was deemed to belong to atheism but due to sudden perceptional change of situation his solemn believe became his pivotal thing of his shattered life.  He “arranged” a believe that, this pivotal point of the universe named as spirituality will help him anyway. And he started all that chanting mantra and using the burning sage to aromatize his soul to please the Incorporeal spirits
He was a better person, when he was atheist his priorities were working hard and not to bow down to sculptures and beg for something. Now he is changed and became a believer of god, but does this decision of him do something valuable for him, can sitting in temple in front all sculpture’s and praying for mercy and wealthy time will work???. Will god come to him after noticing greatest sacrifice (till yet) of him with his trust and choice and solve his threads of misery full life????. If “NO” ,  then I will ask why?? This post is all about this question and few weird realities and some “should happenings”.
                                 Another most important information I want to convey with this post is believe in yourself and on your mind, in more convenient words I should say the capability to take that initiative to disassociate yourself from the negative feeling at that spur of the moment in itself is the biggest gift which not every one of us have; realize it.  Once we set in motion that mechanism, nothing can mislead us. The mind itself becomes our guru. And eternal joy becomes a part of our existence. Spirituality is a program designed by personnel’s of ancient management, its motive was highly captivating and crucial to be followed by humanities. 
                                           Basically all with what spirituality and worship to god and goddesses relates is “peace of mind and saturation of our mental condition”. Spirituality was a perpetual skim or way of plantation of thoughts to make human life better but what I got is people don’t understand the meaning and motive of worship and spirituality, if you will try to dig about it and start a voyage to past, somewhere after traveling an aeon years ago you will find a person who motivated people about worship and manifested the ways of worshiping.
 You must have heard of “rituals” in which people did nasty things sometimes they sacrifice the life’s of animals and sometimes of humans too. It was planted in psychology of peoples that this will make their wish come true. As much I can think I only get whiff of strong manipulative mind behind starting of all of it and rest of manipulators work was completed by the coming generations. They passed it like a sacred most “must do thing”
                                                                   
NOW what I feel about worship and spirituality:-

Long ago I was alone, roaming in moist air, thinking about the peace with what I was stuffed that day. I was thinking about the why someone made temples when they know that god is everywhere, in every living and nonliving, and thinking about and spirituality and most importantly “the way people worship”, “the way people try to expose their spiritual emotion and devotion to amorphous or in other word to their god.
                       My anxiety was crossing its virtues to know the answer, the thought I earned by so much thinking and analyzing my past experiences and accidents is the spirituality in itself is an ascetic energy, like when you seek a lot you will find the most basic stuff found in starting of the universe was energy, when we do “sadhna” thing or In other words “meditation”, meditation has been practiced for thousands of years. Meditation originally was meant to help deepen understanding of the sacred and mystical forces of life.
                      These days, meditation is commonly used for relaxation and stress reduction. Then we find that our mind is getting organized and working more productively than before. In this meditation a lot of chemical reaction occur in our body what makes our mind feel better, (everything we feel is resultant of hormonal secretions and reaction of our body) this secreted stuff (sweat) has a very aromatic smell. You can feel this smell in any person who spend his so much of time in worshiping and chanting manta. I know few of these sort of person. I personally felt this indulge aromatization. Even if they wash their cloths without any detergent or anything still their cloths have massive consistence of this very beautiful fragrant,  
                                                The energy about what I mentioned is indestructibly genuine, all I want to say that the worshiping is all about meditating or concentrating on a single thing that’s what it really meant to, that thing keep our mind calm, that is the real worship, we go to the temple and wish for something and offer something to sacrifice on lords feet and you get stuffed with the confidence that god will must do that for you. That gives you calmness and peace. So the most important thing is to achieve the saturation of mind, all you need achieve this saturation and peace of mind when you have this by any way you can solve your any problem because your mind will be organized, and our mind has a lot more capability than anybody thinks, so when our mind is organized it can deal with any problem, so you don’t need to go to temple and cry on behalf of others believe. Just try to get your mind organize.

Why temples were made:- Now comes the other important thing if what I wrote is true then why people needed or made temples when everyone knows that god is in everything and temples are many in numbers so there must be a solid reason behind it. So here comes one the most important point of this post,
                      when you started feeling about the energy what I wrote you will find much more bizarre thoughts. This energy is so unique, when someone worship or meditate somewhere, then his body spill some energy in environment and that energy stay in the environment, when you try to meditate in this type of energy rich atmosphere you will find an ease in achieving meditation, it is like perfume if someone sprayed it you too can smell it. it is like mobile and network connections when you will call from rich network area you will never have any sort of voice disturbances, the same way you can clearly achieve that “no thought zone” in energy rich area easily without any disturbance, means if someone already have meditating somewhere means he got his a lot of energy collected their in that room or environment so it will be easy for other to achieve the calmness and meditation

             If he will meditate on the same place because it is network rich area. I think that’s was main motive of making so many temples, people go to temple and meditate, their energy will reside their and other people find the ease to achieve the meditation, and this whole world will have peaceful and calm mind and evil will not grow so much. It’s my personally tested point, that’s why these temples were made (it’s my personal thought)
           There was one more scientific thing is there about the shape of the sacred buildings like temple, mosque, gurudwara and  others have one way or other same style of their roof(semicircular) portion or tip of the building, science says that this type of shape converge all of energy falling on it on a single place normally in center. May be that’s why Osho said that its us who should sit in the center of temple and try meditate, normally in temples we see the “SHivling” in center

motive of this post:- No one is free of negative qualities. But they do need constant monitoring. Separate yourself from the attribute and observe it
Uninterruptedly, particularly when negativity and other problematic thoughts spreads their wing to engulf your mental space. 
                                      The moment you face nastiness of jealousy and other frustrations and mentalistic constrains within yourself, start Endeavoring to get peace and calmness they all disappears instantaneously  If you are god believer, then let me tell you it’s your “believe in you” will change everything, will give you everything, is what will help you to achieve what you want. Worshiping is just a manipulative way to push you on right path, it doesn’t mean that you burn sage every morning and evening and chant a lot of mantra it all means just keep your soul relaxed and your mind calm and organized, and bhakti does not mean we give up action. 
                 It motivates us to pursue action without expecting the fruits or results of action.  the all that matter is peace of your mind if you can achieve that peace you can do anything so endeavor to achieve peace of your mind not to please god. Let me tell you some said things about meditation or “sadhna”, True sadhana is to discover the source within and strive to remain connected even while performing worldly activity.


                         
                                 …………..roshAn”
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