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Sunday, December 30, 2012

“AwarapAN”

its not about how sadly we ended up with our
relationship,its about what i felt at that night when
she decided to share rest of her eternity with me"
i wrote it at that night when we got committed
with ma seeping, spilling emotions "


“AwarapAN:_:”

Chalo ab dur jana h,
Ab tum sath ho mere
Ek ehsas ho mere
Her  alfaz ho mere!!

Ek rukna meri dhadkan ka,
Ek aawaz mere chahat ki,
Her umeed pe lipti ek aas ho mere!!



Jo rate likhi yado ke aaino me,
Us rja ki aahat, aawaz ho mere
Her jajbat bikhrte h ankho me,
Her lamhe ki terah, ab tum pas ho mere!!
Ek khalish ek yad ho mere
her siddat bhare jajbat ho mere!!

“ek dfa” si  her bar gujrti h tu,yado se,
Dil ke aine me thehre se alfaz ho mere!!



Dil ke dahadkne ki aadat sa pyar h mera,
Ab tum hamsafer mere
Mera her jha,her ikrar ho mere!!

Dil se khun ka ek katra bhi gujre to dard hota tha,
Mera junoo, ashiqi ka her akhtiyar ho mere!!

Jo halat the tere wo halat the  mere,
chahat si rehgujer me lavjo ki awaaz ho mere,
ek jindagi-e-hasil ka anjam ho mere!!



jo tashnagi si tum’me h,
ye aawarapan mere ishq ka,
dhadkano me jal rhi her sham-e-talash ho mere!!

jo ankho me katre tere the,
jo ankho me katre mere the,
us ikrar  me is pyar me,
inteha tak tum her bar ho mere!!

ek jeene ki chahat sa,beheka h ikrar tera,
ek pal aur jine ki chahat sa h pyar mera!!



ab tum her dhadkan ka intjar ho mere,
mera ishq meri fitrat,ek nya sansar ho mere!!

ek rah—e-safer abhi reh gya hai,
inteha ka raqba mujhse  keh gya hai!!

chalo ab dur jaana hai,
sath hai manjer ab, khusiyo ko pana hai,
nikal pado meri baho me,fitrate sambhal ker,
ab tere sath chalna hai, tere sath jalna hai!!

chalo,,,,,,,,,,,ab dur jana h”

,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,roshAn”



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Friday, December 7, 2012

“SEvEn circlEs of ma carE and lovE”




                     “SEvEn circlEs of ma carE and lovE”




Seven circles of ma care and love for you
All ma naïve is a nibble of thou

One for tha day we met for true
thine trust,for togetherness we came thru

One for tha care thou earned in ma heart
All I yanked waz thine notional dirt



One for tha little of flirt of mine
couldn’t help it,cause thou’re some what of ma consine

Thou’re beautiful like feeling of sun goes down
I appreciated thine beauty,thee renown
thou shyly showed thine cute frown

One for tha amazement,thou took me thru
Its about ma rosary reposes of thine virtu



One for tha song of ma quarletive beats
with thy haunting pullover in welkin streets


One for all thine unprosaic beauty
For all deep dark auspicious prophesy

No one saw such a beauty in early pristine
thy vivacious attitude is ma norcotic wine


One for how sacred thy heart still is
after eating all this  solitudianl fish

in thine arms conseale oneself is metaphore of love
 thy absence is heart niche,like a thoughtful shove

thou are serenitive nick of ma spine
vivaciously bright and pretty fine
a sweet melody ,a  scrib of mine”
a littlee part of ma notional consine”
             ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,roshAn”



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Tuesday, December 4, 2012

"Ek aahat ki tApish”

"feelingzz who did exist ages ago"

"Ek aahat ki tApish"


Koi aahat chubhti hai 
to samjh jata hu ye yad teri h,,,
koi hairat mere unchhuwe pehlu se gujre,
to samjh jata hu,ye yad teri hai

Siddat ke paimano me
 berang dikhti h her bund sharab ki,
 paimano ke jad ke par koi chehra dikh jaye,
to samjh jata Hu,ye yad teri hai


Ek dhuwa sa ban ker rehti h tu mujhme,
Band palko me koi swal chalak aaye
Kisi gumshuda yad me 
meri hasrto ki cheekh najer aaye,
to Samjh jata hu ye yad teri h

Dhadkata h dil to jee le jra
Huwi jo khalish to keh de mujhe
Yu jb bhi koi khwab aate h to samjh jata hu
Ki ye aawaz teri h, ye yad teri h



Sham-e-khamosh me chalte chalte
dhalne ki guftgu shikh jayenge
jo bhatkati rah me mere kadam theher jaye 
to samjh jata hu ye yad teri hai

Aao mil ker bhul jay
 ek dfa is vahsat ko,,,
Jab koi jamkhm ubher aata h
 to samjh jata hu ye yad teri h,



     Haa is dil me dhadkati her yad teri hai
Ye chuubhte her jajbat
Ye chhalkti  her yad teri hai
Jo mere jakhmo se gujro  kbi tum bhul ker,
To yha ki rah se gujri  her bat teri hai

Khamoshi ki akhiri bund tak
 theher aate  alfaaz mere
Band ankho me halki si aahat ho 
to samjh jata hu ye yad teri hai



Mujhe jarurat si thi her us lamhe me
Tere ikrar-e-ishq ki,,
Dubti ankho ki shyahiyo se likhi
 ye her yad teri hai

Mere honto pe sili her aawaz teri h,
Dhadkano se gujrti her bat teri h,
Is ruh me dhadkti her awaaz teri h,
Meri fitrat se gujrti her sans teri h,


Her khusbu jla di ek mlal  ki manind
ek adab me teri khusnuma rehgujer pane ko
Jal rhi her sham meri hai



Ek aahat mujhe najer aati hai
 lavjo me tumsi theher jati hai
Mere dil me nafrat se muhhabat tak
 ki her kyavad teri hai

koi adhura khwab dekhu 
to teri her bat yad aati h
ek shikayat si mujhme khi theher jati h,,
koi tut’ti umeed ki aawaz najer aaye 
to samjh jata hu ye yad teri h,

yu to her kush ek shikan adhuri chhod jati h,,
ek nyi talab meri her kush me najer aati h,
yu veeraniyo me firta rehta hu m
koi dhundhta sa arman mil jaye to
samjh jata hu ye yad teri h,,



haa,,,
Is ruh me dhadkti her awaaz teri h,
Mere honto pe sili her bat teri h,
meri ankho ki nami me sulagti her bat teri h,
is kush-m-kush e jal rhi her yad teri hai
                              ,,,,,,,,,roshAn”





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Saturday, November 24, 2012

“Ek ahat,,,,,,Ek kinarA” “

                                                                                                                  Ek ahat----Ek kinarA” “

          
      hA,,,,ishq ki hEr bAzi harA hU mAi,,
khwAhisho mE udtA huwA,,,, 
Ek khwAb  aAwara hU mAi,,
hA tEri yAdo kE sEh Pe,,
hEr mehkAde sE gUjrA,,,, 
Ek khwAhish!!! AwAra hU mAi,,

rAt ki hEr aahAt mE,,
tEri yAdo kE silsilon me tut'ta 
 ek sitAara hU mAi!! ,,
      sulAgte paimAno kE sUng chhAlkta hUwa,,
wHi mEhkAsH aawAra hU mAi,,

aAino ki pEhli silvAton sE le kEr,,
ehtiyAt kE her aAgosh tAk,,
tEri yAdo mE sUlgta aAngAra hU mAi!!



Ha,,,aadato mE tufa sa behta huwa
Ek adhiyAra hu mai,
Ha,,,teri chahat me duba huwa
Ek kinarAa hu mai,,
ha,,,yu keh lo" ek bAnjAra hu mAi,,
Ek Ashiq aAwara hu mAi,,!!


Ek adAd shAm-E-yAd me jo dhAl jAye
 wHi behktA huwa ishAra  hu mAi,,
chhu ker mUuhe dekho 
yA mehsoos ker lo tum kArib se,,
Ab bhi tere ishq me dubta whi njAra hu mAi!!

hAa ek bAnjAra hu m,,,,, 
Ek Ashiq aAwAra hu mAi,,
hA,, Ek duba huwa kinAra hu mAi,,,,,,,,,,”



hAr ahl-e-arj pe  mArta rha hu intehA tAk,,
sAmnder kE lehro si wApAs jA rhi 
Umeed kA shAra hu mAi,,
Akhiri aAh tAk tere yAd me jee jAye,,
Aisi hi behte huwe sAmAy ki 
kAmjAlf dhArA hu mAi!!

                                                         hA,,, Ek bAnjArA hu m,,,
                                                       Ek Ashiq aAwAra hu mAi,,
Ek duba huwA kinArA hu mAi,,,,,,,”

       tEri hEr adAa pE bin hAirAt mArta hu mAi,,,
in khAmosh ankho mE
 jAgmgAta huwa Ek njAra hu mAi,,,
                                                   wo aAhe aur hAi jo bikti hAi bajaro me,,
mEhsoos kEr lo tum to tEri 
her dhAdkAn kA shArA hu mAi!!



is intjAr me tArsti hAi meri ruh,,
     is kAbrA-e-hAirAt pe aAker dekho
tere bin kitna bes'hArA hu mAi,,

hA Ab bhi teri yAd me firtA 
whi bAnjArA hu mAi!!!
                                                       Ek duba huwa kinArA hu mAi,,, 
                                                          Ek Ashiq aAwArA hu  mai         
                                                           hA,,,, ek bAnjArA hu mAi,,,,,
Apni hi dhAdkAno me jAlti huwi
         ek fitrAt aAwAra hu mAi,,,,,,,,,,”



Ab is mitti ki chAder  tAle nind nhi aAti,,
her shAm-e-itminan me soker bhi,,
her sukoo se hArAa hu mAi!!

hAa,,,hEr ishq ki bAji hArA hu mAi,,
ek ishq-E-mAdhosi me firtA bAnjAra hu mAi,,
                                                    Ek duba huwa kinArA hu mAi,,



                                              do lAmhe teri bAho me itminan ke mile hote,,
is chubhti khwAhish se hAra hu mAi,,
hAa,,, ek bAnjAra hu mAi,,,
ek ashiq aAwAra hu mAi,,
ek mehkAsh AwAra hu mAi,,

ek adhuri khwahis,,,
 ek itminan ki khaTir 
           duba huwa kinarA hu mAi,,,,,,,,,,,”
                                                                     ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,roshAn”




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Friday, November 23, 2012

“jUst for tHE timE bEiNg”



“jUst  for tHE  timE  bEiNg”

  just for the time being 
i waz your lover,,,
ur somber gray feelings
 Are linger from forever,,,

oH my breath, my love, rumor 
of my sentimental  tHinkiNg,,,
my bieng, my own, my 
every prettY tHiNg,,,

yes!! just  for tha time being
i waz your lover,,,


All that you left, your 
strewn fading crackle,,,
iN wrinkles of ma conscince,,,
sorry i coudnt see much
 love iN your eyes,,,
but i felt it till last 
shievering of mA spiNe,,,



trust me pretty heArt,,,
just for tha time being
 i waz your lover,,

tha  echo of  Tormentation
tha result of ma trespass
shAdEd your cHord dArk oUt tHr
wAited for you till crisscross

i rubbed ur Notion
 from mA eternAl sky
cz i hAte tHis kNotty
 sHitisH AffiNitY, don’t kNo wHy,"




oH!! yEs,,,,
just for the time beiNg
 i waz your lover,,,

mAy be i hAted thAt
 freaky Novelties of your fine
yeah i felt it till end of ma spine,,,

A rAin forcEd me
 to ur deep dowN"
i m missiNg still your
 puppy love browN"

i caNt weAr ma heArt
 aNy more oN mA sleeve
its aNother thiNg
tHat i vl miss u iN mA every grief 

bt plzz do remembEr,,,,,,,,
it aal waz "just for time beiNg"

                                                       ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,roshAn”                   

        
                          spEciAlly, dedicated to mA ms pretty heart"                                                      









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Friday, November 2, 2012

"tEri yAdEin"

 "teri  yadEin"

ek inTjar ka rEhnuma 
chhOd jaTi h teri yAdEin,,,,”

wAqt ki in bikHri khamoshiyon me
ek nyi sda ke niShaa 
chod jaTi h ye tEri yAdein,,,”

tu h ya nhi hr khi,,,
is wehem ki mAhek me mujhe mujhSe hi 
dur  le jaTi h teri yadein,,,”
reh reh kr jee me silwate uthti h,,,,,
in Tanhaiyo ka sabAb 
de jaTi h ye teri yAdein,,,”

kahmoSh hu in pulindo ki 
tAmeeL me ab bHi,,,
kuChh shyAhiyo si mAchal uthti h
 in pAnno per ye teri yadein,,,”
her dfa ki tereh whi arj h mere lAvjo me,,,
ek khudgerj sa ahsas
 chod jaTi h  ye teri yadein,,,”




              

                                                         
waqt bewAqt pareshaa hu
 mAi is jindAagi me,,,
ek jiNe ka adAb-E-mehkaShi
 chhod jaTi hAi ye teri yAdein,,,”
thehrA  huwa sa lagtA  hA
i ye jha tere bin,,,
seene me kuch tere hi rang
 chhod jaTi h teri yAdein,,,”

lehro tale jeena to adAt h sAmnder ki,,,
mere jism me kuchh tufaa-E-elm ki 
yAde chhod jaTi hAi ye teri yAdein,,,”
jab milta hu mehkado me tujhSe,,,
in lavo pe kuchh Hasi silwate 
chhod jaTi hAI ye teri yadein,,,”

ye rat gujarNe per ayegi tu,,,
is kabra pe aisi hi kuchh umeed-E-roshni
 chhod jaTi h ye teri yAdein,,,”
jindA hu is kAfn-E-dAriYa me bhi,,,
kuchh pal mEri hAsrto ke
 chhod jaTi hAi ye teri yAdein,,,”

is kabra-e-gulista se kya fikra kru teri,,,
kuchh kush-m-kush bhri rate 
chhod jaTi h ye ahaT bhAri tEri yadein,,,”
is do gAzz ki jami me kuchh fool se khile h,,,
inki mehek me kuchhh tufaa si
sulAg jaTi h ye tEri yAdEIn,,,”
                                                              
                                                                                              
                              ,,,,,,,,roshAn"

                                                                       






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